tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5929717510316264652011-08-02T16:56:57.371-07:00Gracious Gracyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15395610854202820324noreply@blogger.comBlogger61100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-592971751031626465.post-2818908222184941992010-10-15T21:17:00.000-07:002010-10-15T22:25:17.773-07:00<div align="center">2nd times of MUET exam coming soon</div><div align="center">but i seem like nothing can do</div><div align="center">year 3 sem 1 result released and only can said it "Lucikly"</div><div align="center">coz i damn crazy on this exam~</div><div align="center">...sick in the exam...</div><div align="center">...no enough of time to finish it...</div><div align="center">...repeat and repeat the answer...</div><div align="center">all mistake happened on my exam paper</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">but now~it all PASS!</div><div align="center">thx God!</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">well~since i start writing sumthing here mean im facing sum trouble and moody again</div><div align="center">within this few month~happened lots of "new" thing on me</div><div align="center">2010 can be said a new challenge year for me~</div><div align="center">anything came in short and growth rapidly</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">this is my last year of study~</div><div align="center">time passing as fast when u look bak what u did</div><div align="center">wad i learn in 2010? </div><div align="center">i can said! my photoshop skill become intelligent! </div><div align="center">coz i like to take down lots of scenery when i walking</div><div align="center">after trasfer to my laptop then i will starting to edit it</div><div align="center">as time passes my edit skill turn smart!</div><div align="center">hence, shooting can make me reduce my moody</div><div align="center">this is only the way make me wont be so lonely</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">2nd</div><div align="center">once i joined Miss Earth Malaysia Penang Selection</div><div align="center">my life become colorful and brighten</div><div align="center">beauty pageant show make me knew lots of thing that out of text book</div><div align="center">such as ~ sum dark matter</div><div align="center">if u need success then u must have a good relationship with the sponsor wad other</div><div align="center">not only u perform well and beauty and able to win the game</div><div align="center">dun be too innocent</div><div align="center">tht is fake!</div><div align="center">wad the final decision all on the organizer hand</div><div align="center">once we step in the hall for interview~</div><div align="center">the answer alr come out!</div><div align="center">wad 7 days training or process all bluffing ppl</div><div align="center">they jux wan to do a "movie" show they r fair</div><div align="center">finally~they aslo have to see the organizer and sponsor decision</div><div align="center">~judgest only as the vase </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">but~i also knew lots of photographer throught this event</div><div align="center">such as Calvin. </div><div align="center">he really is a good men who teach me much </div><div align="center">Calvin ng, wayne, g3k...all of them really love photograph</div><div align="center">if compare with other ppl~</div><div align="center">there are sincere on tht</div><div align="center">wont be take advantage from me</div><div align="center">so that~im safe and comfort with them when photo shooting section</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">3rd~</div><div align="center">is my relationship</div><div align="center">now i alr fall in love with sum1</div><div align="center">but he damnly busy on his job and musical</div><div align="center">long time din give me msg and call</div><div align="center">"give me space~will call u when really free"</div><div align="center">i duno wad should i do</div><div align="center">tried many times wanna to call him and ask him</div><div align="center">and have bit impulsive to break up with him</div><div align="center">but ~~~ </div><div align="center">i really is a stupid girl~</div><div align="center">eventhought i know tht is a wring way but still fall my head on it</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">he is the 1st fren who talented in music~violin</div><div align="center">may b is his this special talent attractive me</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">by the way~</div><div align="center">hope he really can give me a good reason of waiting him</div><div align="center"> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/592971751031626465-281890822218494199?l=gracygreengraden212.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gracious Gracyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15395610854202820324noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-592971751031626465.post-14303902797042347442010-03-16T03:36:00.000-07:002010-03-16T09:45:57.257-07:00<div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">好久没打开它了~</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">因为这些日子我并没有很大的烦恼~</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">现在我发觉到这里是唯一一个让我解除烦恼及悲伤的事...<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> 我的心现在很痛~</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">真的很痛~<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">一想起他...</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">眼泪就不听使唤的流了下来<br />因为是我不好<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">爱睡</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">让绍钢无法见到志伦和鼎辉<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">迟到</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">让绍钢无法亲眼见到志伦和鼎辉<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> 乐观</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">当时并没有想到绍钢的痛苦<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> 哭泣</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">让绍钢走也走的不安心<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);" align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">对不起...</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);font-size:130%;" >绍钢真的对不起</span><br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> 我并没有顾虑到你的感受</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">让你独自默默的承受那千万只剑的痛</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我更没有顾虑到你那么快就离开我们了 </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我真的很想你很想再一次打电话给你<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">你知道吗</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">当我见到你时<br />就想起我们通电话的时候</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">电话那头那把沉重的声音<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">“喂~绍钢，好吗？ 病情怎样了？”</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">“哈哈~我很好！放心啦！哈哈”</span><br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> 这就是我们坚强的绍钢！</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">他总是不想让身边的朋友担心</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">他就会一直告诉我们</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">他没事</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">就算他当时承受着剧烈的痛</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">还是会回应我们</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center">“我很好！没事！”<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> 你知不知道我真的有点恨</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">你恨你不告诉我真相</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">恨你让我误以为你真的康复了</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">恨你让我抱着很欢喜的心情</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">因为你真的康复了</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">更恨你让我从高空跌入谷底</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">因为你一声不响的就离开了我们！</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">恨你~真的很恨你！</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> 但是这会让我更想念你</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">让我怀念你</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">更让我不能忘记你！</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);font-size:180%;" >吴绍钢</span><br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> 2007 年</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">是我们相识的时期那是我刚入学（拉曼学院）</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">foyer挤满了人</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">因为是学会招募新会员</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">“音乐”是我的首选</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">所以就参与了音乐学会</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">他就是音乐学会的副主席</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">当我写下我的名字时</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center">“陈诗诗...em...”</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center">“erm...tan shi shi”</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center">“欢迎加入MUSIC SOCIETY!”</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我们就在那情况下认识了<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> 那时候的他乌黑的头发</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">整齐的白牙</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">但有一点点“暴牙”</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">（可爱）</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">戴了一副银灰的眼镜</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">穿着白色的包鞋</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">穿着白色的T-shirt</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">深灰色的牛仔裤</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">（如没记错）</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">（因为平常的他都是这样的打扮）</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> 从他的日常打扮没猜错的话</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">他应该对白色情有独钟<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> MUSIC SOCIETY 让我认识了他</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);font-size:180%;" >吴绍钢</span><br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">从对话中我们才得知</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">对方也是创价学会会员</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">所以有什么会议</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">绍钢就自然而然地成了我们的司机</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">他对广布热诚从不减少</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">所以我们是同宗教信仰</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">也是音乐学会的支持者<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">音乐学会每一年都会举办歌唱比赛</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">那时他委任为 ProjectsTAR I 的主席</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">大大小小的事又得理</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">那时我对举办活动抱着很大的期望</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">那时ProjectsTAR I 的委员</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">从2+位委员降到剩几只小猫在筹备而已</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我知道他那是一定是遇到了井口</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我还记得又一次开会就只有4个人而已</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我，绍钢和其两位委员来开会而已</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">每次开会的人数都渐渐减少</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">因为团队里发生了争执 </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">但我们的主席并没有放弃</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);" align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">就算剩他一个人</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);" align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">他也会把这活动给搞起来 </span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);" align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">这就是他的精神！</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" >永不放弃！</span><br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">歌唱大赛当天</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">圆满结束</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">大家都很高心</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">他也不例外<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> *告诉你们一个好笑的事</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">是关于我和绍钢的</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">哈哈<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">说起来2007音乐学会委员的人应该会知道吧</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">那时我们戏剧练习完毕后</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">就一起约去Khalil mamat吃东西</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">那时我要回家一会儿</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">然后他就说来载我</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">OK LO~</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">当他在我宿舍楼下时</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">他穿一个jacket</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">好~jacket就算了</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">他还带埋黑色的手套</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">（哈哈）</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">“小姐，好了没有~”</span><br />有够俗的~哈哈<br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> 到khalil 时</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">Keli 就 peli 他</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center">“哎哟~人家还带埋手套le~”</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center">“那时载我的时候又不带手套”</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center">“beh tahan~~~”</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">他尴尬了</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">哈哈<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> 从此以后他就没有用他的战车载我了</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">那是我第一次做他的摩多</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">也是永远的最后一次</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">再也没有机会了...<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> 直到了年尾</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">他的颈项不知为何会出现了一个“大包”</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我们所有人都问他</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center">“你的颈项做么？”</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">“没有做么啊！哈哈”</span><br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> 几个月后他没来学院了<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">再过几个月他回来了</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center">“eh~你去哪里liao?”</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center">“你做么戴头巾？！”</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center">“没事啊！头巾啊？好看吗？哈哈” </div><div style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">这就是吴绍钢</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);font-size:180%;" >永远不想让身边朋友担心的绍钢</span><br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我知道一定发生什么事的</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">就问绍钢</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center">“没事啦，医生说这是肿瘤，吃药就没事了”</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我不相信</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">再一次问志伦</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">他也不肯跟我讲出事实</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">相信一定是绍钢告诉他不要告诉任何人</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">他不肯说那我就不多问了</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">唯有默默地祈求给绍钢</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">愿gohonzon保佑绍钢早日康复<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">过不久他退学了</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">在他退学之前</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">他就要举办离别会</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">他先跟音乐学会的会员们离别</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">然后再跟同班同学</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">接下来是跟SGM的朋友</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">最后就跟我们这班姐妹</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">（我，pipi，cpei，jolyn，charly，志伦）</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">“喂！回来后记得找我们咯！”</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center">“你敢偷偷回来又不找我们看...你就知道！”</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"> “...hala~一定会的啦~我是不会忘记你们的！”</span><br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">欢乐的离别会</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">现已成了我们永远的离别</span><br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> 日子渐渐的过去</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我们都忙着各自的东西</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">就渐渐的少联络了<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> 2009 年我Diploma毕业了</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">来到了拉曼大学</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">那时突然想念一个人</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">就打了一通一年没联络的男人 </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center">“喂~绍钢？！我是诗诗啊~”</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center">“喂~hala~我知道啦~诗诗的嘛~”</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> 那时我不只要讲什么 </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> 因为电话里头传来的声音<br />很低沉~很低<br />不像之前所收悉的声音<br />我开始担心他了<br />问了他境况后<br />也告知他我已毕业了<br />现在在拉曼大学了<br />...<br />通话的过程中<br />他还是那么的乐观<br />他带着沉重的声音<br />也带着沉重的笑声<br />答应我<br />会好好照顾自己<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">现在呢？你在哪里？</span><br /><br /><br />到了2010年<br />新年了<br />再一次的打电话给这男人<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">“喂绍钢~sorry leh~之前讲要去看你结果没有</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">因为我们全部抽不到同样的时间</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">sorry a~”</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">“...没关系啦~我也知道你们学业很忙~可以的啦”</span><br /><br />我知道你是很想我们去探望你的<br />但又不想勉强<br />这也是我做不到答应你的事<br />很后悔<br />后悔当初不管多远都要去探望你<br /><br />2010年3月13日 （下午）<br />接到丘芳的电话<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">“诗诗啊！你有志伦和鼎辉的电话吗？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">能够联络到他们吗？”</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">“可以啊。什么事？”</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">“绍钢他刚刚又进医院了</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">他妈妈说绍钢希望见一见他的朋友”</span><br /><br />眼泪已在眼眶里打转了<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">“诗啊？你能call到志伦吗？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">alvin他现在在医院昏迷不醒</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center">医生说他的癌细胞已蔓延到他整身了</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center">医生说是骨癌！”</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">柔再一次的电话</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">让我更怕<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我打给鼎辉，志伦，cpei，pipi，jolyn，charly </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">打给cpei时已忍不住了</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">在电话里头哭了<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">“你们要去看绍钢吗？他昏迷了！”</span><br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">鼎辉在星期天从柔佛赶巴士来到太平跟志伦meet</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">然后星期一我们三人就从pacifit出发</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">当天如果我没有再睡回去</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">绍钢就能见到我们了</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我不知怎么的</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">以为志伦从太平来到juru要一个小时半</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">就眯着眼休息一下</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">怎么知道</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">睡过龙了</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">志伦再一次打电话来</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center">“喂~我出jawi tol 了”</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我赶紧跳起来</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">怎么那么快？</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">怎么又睡着了？？？</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">过不久</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">他们告诉我已到pacifit了</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">那时我才刚要出发</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">过了大约20分钟</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">才到pacifit</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">如果我没有再倒头睡</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">一定能赶到！</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我们吃过早餐后就出发了</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">一个多小时后</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">就到了医院</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">志伦和鼎辉怕我当时见到绍钢时会大哭</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">就走向别个角落买纸巾给我</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">再上个厕所</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">收拾好心情要上去时</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">security guard不让我们上</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">因为不是探病时间</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">志伦没办法</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">就说他上去叫aunty下来带我们上</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">当志伦走到电梯时</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">柔电话来了</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">“诗！你们在哪里了？！快上去！！！</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">绍钢快不行了！”</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">“...............”</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我立刻跑去跟security guard说让我们上去</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我们的朋友快离开了!</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">志论看我不对劲</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">就跑过来</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">跟那人再次请求</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">那人见我已快哭了</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">让我们过</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我们快速的来到绍钢的床位</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">越靠近绍钢的床位</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">越是清楚地听见</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);" align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">“namioholengkekio~namioholengkekio~”</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我们用怀疑的脚步接近</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">隐隐约约的看见一个人躺在那</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">窗帘布也拉上了</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">再一次走上前</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">......</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">已是一个不会说话的绍钢了</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">看到他</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">眼泪不由自主的留下了</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">哭得累</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">绍钢的妈妈告诉我们</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">“绍钢刚刚转世了”<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">刚刚！</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">刚刚！！！</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">就是几分钟前而已的事！</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">（遭了！又要哭了！）</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我们三人一起握着绍钢那冰冷的手</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">看着他的样貌</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">不知要说什么</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">就只有哭</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">哭<br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">还是哭<br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><br /></span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">“绍钢他真的很坚强</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">也很孝顺</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">他知道我辛苦</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">叫我去睡觉</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">去休息</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">当他痛的时候</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">他就会告诉我不要碰他</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">如果我们去帮他碰他</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">这会更痛！</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">他这个孩子很坚强</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">他的病还没完全好</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">就硬要出席学会活动</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">还跟会员们去做家庭访问</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">我怕他累</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">就叫他回来休息了</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">他说他不累</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">他也成功的折服了许多人</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">给了很多人信心</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">他成功了<br /><br /></span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">你们知道吗？</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">他说他很想见你们</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">现在你们来了</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">他也知道了</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">他会很开心的！”</span></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">绍钢的妈妈这告诉我们<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">再一次的看着绍钢</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">感觉到他真的很勇敢</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">是我们的英雄<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">过不久</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">绍钢的妹妹和爸爸和亲戚朋友来了</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">看到他们的悲伤</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我更哭得厉害<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">直到医务人员推了个铁箱来</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我转过头</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">又哭了<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">走到绍钢身边</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">跟他说几句话</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">也看多他几眼</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我又哭了！！<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">现在这时间是诵经给绍钢</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">目前还在公司无法离开</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">明天就是他的出殡日了<br /><br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">绍钢！真的真的很想念你</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">为什么你要离开我们</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">你答应过我要好好照顾自己</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">为什么现在又抛弃了我们</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">很想再打一次电话给你</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">听一听</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">你的声音</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">你的笑声</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">你那明朗的心</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center"> </div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">虽然你已离开了我们</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">但你已搬进我的心里了</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">你想搬走也搬不到咯</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">很想念你</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">我永远不会忘记你的！</div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" align="center">因为你是</div><div style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);" align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">吴绍钢</span></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/592971751031626465-1430390279704234744?l=gracygreengraden212.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gracious Gracyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15395610854202820324noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-592971751031626465.post-6076166130352985282009-08-09T02:19:00.000-07:002009-08-09T03:47:15.762-07:00<div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">前那几天，zam在msn问我为何哭？</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">我告诉他。。。还不是感情事</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">就让他看了我的部落格</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">他看完后，就send了这首歌给我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">容祖儿演唱的-这就是爱吗？</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">作曲是JJ林俊杰</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">它的歌词包容了我所要表达的事情</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">“你總學不會放手 我不怕你不懂愛我<br />只怕你把習慣當作愛”</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">的确</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">第一次跟你分开</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">分开后很不习惯每晚都听不到你的声音</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">很不习惯没有你的讯息</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">很不习惯没坐上你的车子</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">很不习惯睡前没打电话给你</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">“找到一个很爱你，很疼你的男人是一件很幸福的事”</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">“这不是每个女人都渴望得到的吗？”</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">知道我们故事的的朋友</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">都告诉我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">“将来你一定会后悔”</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">我知道</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">我真的知道</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">要放弃一个那么爱自己的男人</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">是需要很大的勇气</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">也需要下一个很大的赌注</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">他已有一个星期没主动打电话给我了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">真会担心他</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">真的会想念他</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">真的很想会知道他在干什么</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">工作方面怎样了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">身体还会不舒服吗?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">也很想知道</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">我不在他身边的日子</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">已习惯了吗？</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">charly上次见我很不开心</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">就问我到底怎样了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">（那时我哭是因为在写这第一页的部落格）</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">我就告诉他</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">你已经有几天没联络我了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">她也很担心</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">就在我正准备我的presentation资料时</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">msn响了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">是charly</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">她要告诉我一件事</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">但叫我不要生气</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">原来她主动联络他了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">我并不知道charly告诉他什么了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">最后</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">他当晚也send了个msg给我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">问候我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">也告诉我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">“我是不会放弃你的”</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">我真的很谢谢你</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">谢谢你的爱</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">对不起</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">你確定這就是愛嗎</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">真的愛我嗎 手牽著手漫步斜陽 就當作浪漫 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">兩個人眺望遠方 以爲愛的晴朗 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">當我回頭望卻 已淚濕了眼眶 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">當夕陽變成星光 當愛情換了方向 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">你一如過往 對愛太緊張 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">但未來又會怎樣 未知的明天總讓我徬徨 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">誰給我力量 我不怕你 愛不愛我 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">只害怕你 以為愛我 抓緊我 不算擁有 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">你總學不會放手 我不怕你 不懂愛我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">只怕你 把習慣 當作愛</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">你猜不透 我要什麼</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">你猜不透 我要什麼 </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">beng</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">老实告诉你</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">这几天我真的会想到你</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">但并不是每天每分每秒</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">而是当我写部落格</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">当我独自一个人</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">有时就会想到你</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">但并不想打电话给你</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">但每次想到你我都会哭</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">（糟糕了！又哭了！）</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">（正在听着张惠妹的“真实”）</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">我现在的心情</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">就好像那年我跟你刚分开的心情</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">有点想念你</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">那年就是因为害怕失去一个爱自己的男人</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">所以就重新开始接受回你</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">但我从来没告诉过你</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">当天我接受回你后</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">并没有很开心很开心</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">当时的心情就好很平静</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">但我还记得</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">那时候的你</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">很开心很开心</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">那时你还跑步来到我的家</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">要求我重新接受回你</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">当我点头后</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">你高兴得整个人都跳了起来</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">那时还没接受回你时</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">我真的很矛盾</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">但就因倩的一句话</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">“就重新接受回他试试看吧</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">很难再找到一个那么爱你的男人了”</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">现今我们又出现了问题</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">scoot也告诉我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">“想清楚了吗？现今社会很难再找到一个那么真心爱你的人了”</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">当年是因为很怕会失去一个疼爱自己的人</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">所以接受回他了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">现今我终于知道也明白到自己到底要什么</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">所以无法接受回他了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">但那时候接受回他是另有目的的</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">就是希望可以买很多很多的东西给他</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">当作回报他</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">我还傻到</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">一直希望是他抛弃我</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">并不是我抛弃他</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">这样我的心才会好过</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">但并没有实现</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">相反的</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">是我抛弃了他</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">真的是我抛弃了他</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">beng</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">真的很对不起</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">浪费了你那么多的时间</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">我真的很傻。。。很傻</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">傻到没有人有</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">我也一直问自己</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">问自己为什么会有这想法</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">原因很简单</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">“我并不爱他”</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">而是因为他对我好</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">我就对他好</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">是同情而不是爱情</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">beng</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">跟你在一起</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">我真的学会了许多</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">跟你在一起的时间真的很快乐</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">但并不是真真的快乐</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">我知道你很喜欢听见我的笑声</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">但是很对不起</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">我真的面对着你时</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">真的笑不出来</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">有也是假笑</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">我也知道你是看得出来的</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">因为这世界上最了解我的人就是你！</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">就连我心里想要表达的话你都可以帮我讲了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">就连下一步我要做什么你都知道了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">就连我想买什么给你</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">你都猜想得到了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">你真得太了解我了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">让我有点可怕</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">连我妈都不知道我的心到底要些什么</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">哈哈。。。如果你是女的</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">我们一定是很要好的老死</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">但并不可能</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">我们这5年的感情里</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">我是有真心的付出过</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">也是有真心的爱过你</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">也有真真的去了解你</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">但是我输了</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">你比我强</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">你了解我多过我了解你</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">我想要告诉你的</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">除了谢谢你</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">就是对不起</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">*希望将来你会找到一个很爱你的伴侣</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">*希望你将来的老婆都会处处为你着想</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">*希望你的事业一切都顺顺利利</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">*希望你和你的家人永远快乐</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">*希望你天天开心快快乐乐</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff33;">*希望你会自己照顾自己</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/592971751031626465-607616613035298528?l=gracygreengraden212.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gracious Gracyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15395610854202820324noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-592971751031626465.post-59714754508356533172009-08-08T10:51:00.000-07:002009-08-08T11:05:45.271-07:00<div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">finally...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">i'm can put down all my bad mood</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">im very nervous during the presentation bcoz tht is a individual presentation</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">without any group member help u or cover behind of u</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">but at last...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">lec gave a good responce</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">"good presentation and i saw u have put more effort on it"</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">"but you still have to improve..."</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">wad miss huan said...i will remember...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">after the presentation...i really hungry d...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">b4 the presentation i totally wont hungry summore i dint put my food inside my stomust</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">after the presentation...i told charly...im really hungry d...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">coz my fren said b4 the presentation still worry abt this and tht...tht a reason how i wont get hungry althought i dint eat my breakfast...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">Susan said me...finally u smile d...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">ya...after the presentation i really alr relax more n more...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">wont easy to get angry n mood down d...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">but dunno y...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">im very tired in this few days</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">today i still "eat snack" in the lecture room</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">haha...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">after my presentation day</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">i chat with my kai jie in msn when i bak hostel</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">and she talk more abt her relationship story for me</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">n i also give sum comment on tht</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">but...sis...i really happy </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">bcoz last time im very worry abt u with liang</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">coz im not really like him...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">but now u told me got a Uni guy chasing u</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">im feel happy for u too...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">at least u will give other ppl chances </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">will look at front...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">keep going ya sis...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">i will always support u d...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">wad decision u made i also will give my recomment for u and support u...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">muak!</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/592971751031626465-5971475450835653317?l=gracygreengraden212.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gracious Gracyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15395610854202820324noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-592971751031626465.post-18692842428032657452009-08-05T07:36:00.000-07:002009-08-05T08:04:44.199-07:00<div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">after the day of tomorrow is my presentation of CRM...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">very terrible assignment n presentation</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">because there alr have many student get bad comment from the lec...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">this is is week 10...my deadline...wuwu...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">hope i can get a good comment for my presentation ya...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">i dunno how come my laptop cant to download file...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">becoz of this reason tht cant to send my assignment to miss huan and received the sample of CRM from jing heng...it make me more nervous and nervous again...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">actually i without any pressure on tht...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">haiz...who call the susan siao po always said she very nervous...vernous...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">"shi shi a...friday left both of us presentation oli leh...papa lo..."</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">OMG! i actually without any rasa and nervous anymore d...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">who call u always remind n remind me...make me become nervous than u now..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">summore she alr get the recommentation of miss huan...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">how abt me? havent receive yet leh...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">today is wednesday leh...friday presentation...i still dunno izit my assignment was correct or have to alter more or wad...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">i still under the maze...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">today i very tired...i taked my nap on 4pm and slept until 8.30pm</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">luckily my dear tweety bird called me and asking my abt sumthing of music society d...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">if not....haiz...i dunno slept until wad time lo...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">haha...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">dunno wad happen on me recently...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">moody...very down...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">easy to get angry but easy to forget it...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">as i wrote b4...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">im a simple person...i wouldnt to give bad responses in front of sum1...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">but hope dun make me angry....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">i really will cry n qi siao d....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">sumting i look similar play play during our assignment...but wad i mention also had my own opinion...without provide pointless item...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">sumtime...hope u all dun b serious with me...i will beh tahan...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">i really will cry....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">like a clown in front of u all....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">i unlike the feeling...<br />tht right...i wanna all my fren feel happy with me...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">but...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">really sorry jux now i given bad response in front of u all </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">i quiet ... bcoz i really down...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">i really hope can bak home...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">stay beside my mum forever...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">help her cook...tidy room...wash cloth...send my bro go tuition...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">wad i can do for my mum...i really do!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">but as i know cant to be like tht anymore...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">cant to always rely on my mum...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">once i come out for study...have to independ by myself...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">wash cloth by both hand...buy food...go to print our note...everything have to done by ourself...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">i din have transport here...left a bicycle here...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">we went to printing and take sum heavy note for the classmate also used by our bicycle...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">sumtime really feel tired but lastly .........nobody know our effort...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">i still have to collect the money ... sumtime really make me blur...coz the uncle gave us as certain cens...tht very hard to allot......it also can made me crazy when handle it...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">alright....bak to the assignment...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">erm...miss huan haven reply yet...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">may b i really done wrong d...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">she angry there and dun wan correct for me?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">or she have to erase more and add more recomment for me?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">i really scare...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;">hope i can get a good result...</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/592971751031626465-1869284242803265745?l=gracygreengraden212.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gracious Gracyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15395610854202820324noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-592971751031626465.post-4124007477477002982009-08-03T21:44:00.000-07:002009-08-06T01:52:12.722-07:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>这里是绿茶新的天地</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>无论开心，伤心，悲哀，忧虑，害怕，担心，忧愁</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>都会一一的与你们分享 </strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>绿茶心园的园主不会再隐瞒任何的事了</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>之前的部落格因为某人给了一些意见而让园主无法把发生在她身上的事情给写出来</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>好辛苦</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>因为一个“情”字</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>相信每个人在自己的人生里都会为“情”而困扰</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>园主也不例外</strong></span></div><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#33ff33;"></span><span style="font-family:arial;"><div align="center"><br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>无论是亲情，友情，或爱情</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>都会因某某原因而产生改变</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>只怕是变好或变坏而已</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>每个人当然都希望所有的“<span style="color:#ff0000;">情</span>”都是变好的</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>所认识我的朋友们</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>都说本人很随和，友善，开朗，开心</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>因为我并不想失去任何一个人</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>就算我们只有一面之交</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>我都会把你当成我的朋友</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>他们说我脾气好？</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>有时吧...^^</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>看我当时会遇到什么状况吧...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>但我的人真的很“青菜”</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>只要我把不开心的事情说出来后</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>发泄后...就没事了</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>过一秒我就会把不愉快的事给抛弃了</strong></span></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"></span></strong> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>除了他...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"></span></strong> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>现在他已经没联络我了...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>第四天了..</strong></span><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;"><strong> </strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;"><strong><br /> </div></strong></span><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>这不是我所追求的吗？</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>对!</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>我真的很想离开他</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>并不想他继续付出在一个不值得爱的女人身上</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>这女人真的不会珍惜</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>在她前三年真的不应该再接受回他</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>"同情真的只会把对方伤的更深</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>也会把自己带来更多的痛苦"</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>她和他的故事发生在2004年5月16日</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>当时她只不过是中三的学生</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>而他已是22岁的社会工作者</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>他们是在持有共同的信仰宗教而认识的</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>说来话长...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>她是来自KL的</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>当她搬来吉打州时就只有10岁</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#33ff33;">自然而然的就参加了此学会的少年组</span></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#33ff33;">而他当时是负责少年组的PIC</span></span></strong></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>他那时已是中学生了...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>而她当时只不过是一个就读小学四年级的小妹妹</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>当时有酱多的哥哥姐姐</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>她并无法记得那么的多</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>就只记得他的影子...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>多不久她就再没出席那少年组了</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>因为她本身比较热爱舞蹈</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>希望可以参与此学会的舞蹈组</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>（当年没有人负责舞蹈组）</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>直到她中三那年</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>此学会举办了青年布之日（12.18）</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>那年就是她重现在舞蹈组的开始</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>（因为爱娣-她的堂姨刚从日本留学会来带领着舞蹈组）</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>而那时他们也接由这节日把在吉打州的青年部给呼唤了起来</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>当时他们把她分配给一个叫“思铭”的男子部的车</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>而她并不知道“思铭”其实是一个男生</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>因为他的名字很想女生</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>当MC叫到他的名字时他才跳出来让大家知道</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>他就是她们的车主</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>当他出来时，她真的有点吓一跳</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>有种很熟悉的感觉</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>不知为什么就是对他留下了印象</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>不管了</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>结果，当天晚上的大会司仪既然也是他！</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>他带着他幽默即搞笑的风格</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>带热了整个气氛</strong></span><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;"><strong><br /></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>青年部之日过了</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>她的堂姨就告诉她，过几个星期他们有一个学生部之日</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>就选了她为女主角</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>fongshang就是男主角</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>而刚好他就是导演</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>也许那天她在车主动与他聊天及问他关于当天的活动目的</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>也许在那时可他也对她留下了印象</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#33ff33;">练习那天他是负责来载她及其他人</span></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#33ff33;">回的时候也是他送<span style="color:#33ff33;">她们回</span></span><span style="color:#33ff33;">家的</span></span></strong></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>但没次都是她最后一个回的人</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>她也不知他那时是否也有其他的目的*o*</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>在车上就问他关于剧情</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>那时他也忙着他的工作而无法想出一个好的剧本</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>而那时她就主动帮他的忙</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>帮他想剧本然后fax给他</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>他说他很满意</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>哈哈...她还记得有一次在练习时看着自己写的剧本念</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>但不知那时自己写什么了</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>就照着念</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>知道有一段类似-你为什么还没准备啊？！</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>就哪个“啊”字没写清楚</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>就看了很久，也很认真地看</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>他和其他的演员们在台下等着她练下个台词</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>结果她就“啊”了一声（第一声调）</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>全场都笑了！</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>跟他开始交往有很多人都不赞成</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>就连学会的人及她的父母都不赞成</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>原因是他那时已经出来社会工作了</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>思想与她不一样</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>她妈也很担心他会骗她</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>而学会的人也都认为他会欺负她</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>因为那时的他时常都会去clubbing</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>就认为他不是一个好人</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>第二就是当年她还得应付PMR</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>她妈咪更担心她</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>但她答应她的妈咪</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>不会影响到自己的学业</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>结果她也考到了不错的成绩</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>而且他还是主动去告诉她妈关于他们的关系</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>那时她感觉到很有安全感</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>也认为没选错人</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>（因为他是一个很有上精心的年轻人）</strong></span></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;">（无论是生病还是头痛，他都还是照去上班</span></span></strong><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;">）</span></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;">（除了一些紧急事。。。）</span></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"></span></strong> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>还记得那时每天都期待着7点</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>因为每当他放工后都会经过她的家（住在店屋）</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>当他快要经过时就打电话给她</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>而她自然就会跑到窗前见他一面</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>这就是他们开始的故事</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>在她中三刚跟他交往时就告诉他</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>“我知道现在我是很爱你的，但并不代表以后的我还是一样”</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>他答应了...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>但现在的他并放不下</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>这女人真的好坏！</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>虽然她们经过了许许多多的困难</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>但还是斗不过现实</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>也许是说她斗不过现实的诱惑吧</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>在这五年里</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>他真的真的真的为她付出很多</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>无论在金钱或在时间及精神上</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>他都不会拒绝她的要求</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>但是她的心就是不定！</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>每当他的生日她就只会送衣服给他</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>买香水给他</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>但有一次她不够钱</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>他还笑她笨</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>没有能力还要买贵的东西给他</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>谁叫他时常买贵的东西给她噢</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>让她的心一直都过不去</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>也许是这样</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>让她总觉得欠他的实在太多了</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>而她一次又一次的伤害他</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>伤得真的很深...很深</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>她并不想再欠他了...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>也不想他再浪费任何时间，金钱及精神在她的身上</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>她并不适合他</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>她并不会体谅他</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>（泪不受控制的留了下来）</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>honey</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>在这五年里</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>你为我付出的</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>我真的很感动</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>很感谢你</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>你为了我的一句话</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>“每个男人在她的未来一定要有一辆车-不管你是什么款的车子，只要能遮风挡雨的就行了。</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>你也要有一间屋子-不管它是便宜或贵的，只要能让你回家休息的就行了。”</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>你完成了第一件事</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>就是买了一辆属于你自己的车子-VIOS</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>我知道这是你很辛苦换回来的</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>当你买了你的第二老婆回来后</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>我也很替你高兴</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>但并不是为了我自己</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>而是你真正地靠你自己应得的东西</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>我也知道你很硑</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>我也知道你很辛苦</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>但...有些是我真的必须离开你</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"><strong>他，没有不珍惜我，是我</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"><strong>他，没有不相信我，是我</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"><strong>他，没有埋怨过我，是我</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"><strong>他，没有对我不好，是我</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"><strong>他，没有对我冷过，是我</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"><strong>他，没有不爱过我，是我</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"><strong>他，从没忽略过我，是我</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"><strong>他，没不关心过我，是我</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"><strong>他，非常关心体贴，是我</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"><strong>他，是真的很爱我，是我</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>全都是我的错！</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>Honey</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>我真的很久没浆叫你了</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>你也很久没听到我浆叫你了</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>也许你看了这篇你也会哭</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>“男人哭是因为他真的失去了”</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>“女人哭是因为她真的放弃了”</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>我真的哭了...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;"></span></strong></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/592971751031626465-412400747747700298?l=gracygreengraden212.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gracious Gracyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15395610854202820324noreply@blogger.com1